In My Days

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I'm standing in the middle of
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The crossroads looking back
        Em
To the setting sun
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With a backpack in my hand
        Am
I come undone

Am                     Fmaj9
The joints of my hips grinding
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As I walk down the road, my hair
    Em
Is caught in the wind
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And I have to ask myself
              Am
Where are my friends

Fmaj9
Although I see where I came from
                       Am
And ahead where I must go
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And though I walk the beaten path
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I've never felt so much woe
C     Csus4
In my days

C
I know it's only just
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Self-inflicted pain
C
I'm on the road
Fmaj7
For the first time
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And I'll come back again

Through the buzzing in my ears
And the sparkling in my eyes
I know it's time
For me to catch my breath, but
I can't feel to unwind

I sit down on a mossy stone
And think of all the memories
Of me and you
And of course the warmth of being
With everyone I knew

Yes, if thinking makes me lonely
It might not seem smart
When I'm sitting here alone
To think of those who played a part
In my days

I know it's only just
Self-inflicted pain
I'm on the road
For the first time
And I'll come back again

Now every face I see when
I go to a new town
Looks the same
And I can never remember
Any of their names

I don't try hard to make
New friends these days
I just can't
I spend most of my time
Watering my plants

It's not that I don't want to
Or that I don't care
Those moments we had
I can't find them anywhere
In my days

I know it's only just
Self-inflicted pain
I'm on the road
For the first time
And I'll come back many times again